Yes, I'll admit it.

I am a weak man.

I am an introvert, and very conflict-avoidant. 

My wife is the opposite.

And she's paraplegic.  She's used a wheelchair since before I met her.

But I'm weak.  And tired.

Tired of doing everything for her, especially the things she can do herself.

Tired of being put down.

Tired of never doing anything "right."

Marriage is supposed to be forever.  "'Til death us do part."  I'm not sure I can wait that long.